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To Escape One's Memory by thanshuhai To Escape One's Memory by thanshuhai
Heeey everyone.
A personal piece, I've been trying to find ways to paint cleaner(and fluffier of course!) to make things a little more detailed and pop out a little more. so this is how it turns out.
Also, Thank you all for the greetings on my birthday last week! ^^

I hope you guys don't mind me venting out a little here. As much as I am trying to work with my commissions I've been struggling for the past months and I feel embarrassed that I can't keep up with everything.
please forgive me if ever I couldn't reply to you. Things are just weird and terrible in my own personal life and family breaking up. something is wears me off and not able to do anything lately, I maybe just stress or might be just depressed, I just don't really know what I feel. Maybe I need a little vacation sort myself up and I just want to move on.

Well... I'm rambling now but I got that out of my chest. I would like to thank you all again for being such an amazing people and helping me through it all. I wouldn't be here doing what I love to do if it weren't for you. So thank you so much! ^^

Alright guys, I'll catch you all soon!  Advance Merry Christmas & Happy New Year to you all!
Have a good one! I know I will be trying to :D
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SwoopDOge Featured By Owner Apr 8, 2016
nice work!
rainbowfoxdragon Featured By Owner Feb 21, 2016  Student General Artist
Great job!
Thunder-Husky Featured By Owner Feb 14, 2016  Student General Artist
Holy shit thats aawesome
AbsolStrapTheFurry Featured By Owner Dec 31, 2015  Hobbyist General Artist
AeroWindsTheWolf Featured By Owner Dec 24, 2015  Hobbyist Artist
Any words of advice you can pass onto another digital artist?
EptioDaHibryd Featured By Owner Nov 10, 2015  Hobbyist Artist
I know I could draw something like this.
It's just that something is holding me back
hubertroguski Featured By Owner Nov 6, 2015
Cool work !
CreepyBennie Featured By Owner Oct 10, 2015  Hobbyist Artist
This is amazing ^^ i LOVE YOUR SKILLS!
xFurryOtaku Featured By Owner Sep 21, 2015  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
This is really awsome OwO Nice work on fur :D
Aarons117 Featured By Owner Aug 22, 2015
You think you could make a folder where it's just this fox all that you've drawn of it I'm trying to find it
GhostRiderWolf Featured By Owner Edited Jul 10, 2015  Hobbyist General Artist
I absolutely love your art! <3 your fur style, anatomy, and detail is amazing!

also I am so so very sorry that so many people use your art without permission... ;-; I wish I could stop them. 
Intellart Featured By Owner Apr 9, 2015  Hobbyist General Artist
Might use this one as a base for the fan art I am planning of you...
Itacls Featured By Owner May 16, 2015  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Dude, if you mean it in tracing then you can't use it as a base.
djentlewolf Featured By Owner Mar 29, 2015
Sweetness! Very awesome, dude!
dregogg Featured By Owner Mar 23, 2015  Hobbyist Digital Artist
I really liked this thanks for sharing :D (Big Grin) 
link2nerd Featured By Owner Mar 6, 2015
C4rb00n Featured By Owner Feb 24, 2015
Very good!
BlackPawhunter Featured By Owner Feb 16, 2015  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Niiiiiiiiiiiiiiice, i love it! Foxy Dummy 
PatrickDrabax Featured By Owner Jan 31, 2015
alter Falter! your art is really epic, almost gives me the same deep emotions I'm usually only used to experience in music .. I don't know what it is, but something's really special about your works, aahawesome!
TrueCanad1an Featured By Owner Jan 15, 2015  Hobbyist General Artist
nice job 
SterlingManta Featured By Owner Jan 15, 2015
This is a much cleaner and more detailed style. I like it.
Athoshumanfox Featured By Owner Jan 6, 2015
I am impressed with his epic art
Tarvvyen Featured By Owner Jan 5, 2015  Hobbyist General Artist
Woah this is so epic! Good Job! :D
RioluNation Featured By Owner Dec 30, 2014  Student Artist
I hope things will be better soon. I'm sure it'll all work out and turn out to be good. Have yourself a wonderful New Year! =)
Maximum993 Featured By Owner Dec 28, 2014  Hobbyist Artist
WOW this is ABSOLUTELY AMAZING I love this so much
EslaFur Featured By Owner Dec 28, 2014
just WOW... i'm Speechless...

in just that single jear that I've been following you,
your art has so dramaticly improofed.

I hope you had a Merry Cristmas and I wish you A Happy and wonderful Jear 2015
riep69 Featured By Owner Dec 25, 2014
this is the fluffiest tail i've ever seen *o*
Odin1998 Featured By Owner Dec 24, 2014
can you be my frend i litrely have no wachers. i am alon
LazzieWuff Featured By Owner Dec 24, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
I feel you pretty well enough. As someone coming from around the same region as you do (I think, I'm hovering between Indonesia and Singapore but I'm an Indonesian myself), I can understand how you're feeling to quite some extent. I dunno the extent of your feelings right now but I can tell you you're not alone. Name me a problem and I've gone through it.

I gotta say, what keeps me up despite a LOT of things trying to pull me down are my online friends. Sure, they're not much, there're no physical contacts whatsoever, they're all far away in a better place in a better situation, but I feel that they're helping.

Personally, I'm still looking around for someone who understands all of the things that's weighing down on me, and I've yet to find a single person who has them all, and not just bits and pieces here and there.

I wish you all the best, and keep going. They say things get better, and I'll just have that dumb faith that it's true. That keeps me going too.
pkotoole Featured By Owner Dec 23, 2014
I can't believe you taught yourself to draw like this! It's just amazing! Please, please go on vacation. You deserve it.
Passionfruit-Punch Featured By Owner Dec 23, 2014
CastleAether Featured By Owner Dec 23, 2014  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Go on vacation! Really gives some perspective.
SnakeTeeth12 Featured By Owner Dec 22, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
InTimber Featured By Owner Dec 22, 2014
The softness of the brush strokes, the "rainy" background, his own style, absolutely LOVE it! And that tail! A real professional here yet you look like you had a lot of fun doing this. And somehow your emotion comes through even before I read your description. It's hard but putting your focus outside your own problems helps.
Tvorsky Featured By Owner Dec 22, 2014  Student Digital Artist
The tittle is perfect with the picture *---*/ the pic also >w<
Chazmo-shot Featured By Owner Dec 21, 2014  Student General Artist
Hang in there man. Things in life sure beats you down to the ground, but what matters is how you deal with it and get up of the ground. I hope what you say is true that your doing well now and you too have a Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year. Wish you many successes and achievements in your next exciting new year up ahead.
You can escape your memories, but never your past..
TheChubsterWolfie Featured By Owner Dec 21, 2014  Student General Artist
perfect i hope ya feel better soon i feel that way nearly evry day too
Tattorack Featured By Owner Dec 21, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
Aaaww, crap. Seems like everybody gets hit by Life right now.
I feel for ya man!
Hope things clear up.

As for the painting. Amazing as usual!
Wait, did I read that correctly? Fluffier!? Is that even physically possible!?! O.o
wingwolf88 Featured By Owner Dec 20, 2014
aww, very nice draw~ >u<
serpenttao04 Featured By Owner Dec 20, 2014
Absolutely beautiful art man, I can just stare at his tail for hours

Also, I know it doesn't mean much coming from a random guy on the internet, but from reading what you're going through, I've been there and I know how hard it is. Please take your time and try to take care of yourself, people around you will understand.
Stunning. As always ;)
Kieth-Wolfe Featured By Owner Dec 20, 2014  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
wooooooooooo! this looks absolutely amazing!

and don't worry about it! we all go through trials and storms, and we understand you for being away and we'll all help you with whatever you need! 
CPHeflin Featured By Owner Dec 20, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Hey dude, I'm glad to see you posting art. I know life can be rough, so if you need someone to talk to, hit me up on Skype (ru1138) or Facebook (Connor Heflin).
juju712 Featured By Owner Dec 20, 2014
It really looks excellent.
NamelessCoyote Featured By Owner Dec 20, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
*hugs* I hope you feel better soon <3 
Your art is as awesome as always 
FierySintle Featured By Owner Dec 20, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Ohmygosh that is looking amazing Rikkun!
Hope you feel better soon! ^^
Tienala Featured By Owner Dec 20, 2014  Hobbyist
beautiful work, my friend! :love:it looks so cool! :squee:

I hope you'll feel better soon! :hug: Merry Christmas! :)
JDE10 Featured By Owner Dec 19, 2014  Student Filmographer
Nice job once again! :D Love his pose! And Merry Christmas to you too!
PetvetM Featured By Owner Dec 19, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
i've always loved your art but this is amazing !!

i can 100% relate with the family shit, my family has been broken for who knows how long now and it's an awful, awful experience that nobody should EVER have to go through.  I hope you're able to work it out as mine has been able to mostly sort the broken pieces out, but if not, and if you ever wanna talk to someone, i'd be willing to talk.  It's always nice to have someone you can relate to in tough times.  Merry Christmas.  Hope you have a good one.
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